October, I hope this new tide will bring us both good. You sneaked unknowingly so fast- look uh Oktoberfest is coming! Beer drinking, beer pong, beer music feast and street partying until the dawn breaks. Well, today rained, I'd say, that is perfect opening for an Oktoberfest I say!
As for me, the moment we hit the month of September, days drag quickly and the next time I know its the Halloween and Christmas follows. This year is different. Yes October have made its way into me. In fact it almost came crushing me.
Should I give up or should I keep on chasing pavements..?
Yes, quite the song appropriate to me. New opportunities are knocking at my door. Every now and then I've been receiving invites as such but this one really dawns into me and just as timely. Deciding is quite hard now. To be or not to be that is. I asked Daryl's thoughts about this and he was his usual feeling guru-self and advised me I should start asking myself the bigger questions. Okay, but what are the bigger questions? This moment could define my life in the next 20 years!
Because I am so torn, I spent my me-time; went to supermarket (priorities of course), department store to window shop; I had a massage therapy, got myself some hot tea instead of coffee this time for calming. I also went book hunting, which reminds me I can't wait to have Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell. So I've been trying to find a copy, they'll make a movie too by 2015! My insomnia thing have been keeping me company and last week, I inflicted some flu and yes fever. I hate being sick. I spent my leave at work watching all episodes of The Last Airbender and Legend of Korra. Sorry not sorry. My nerdy days are so back and current mode: work from home.
So after all this time
I still don't know what to do, and I don't like the feeling of hanging in there. I just pray for Divine Intervention to guide me and yes, I guess that's all I have to do for now. Lord, you're will be done to me.
Love,
itsmelory (^.^)
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